Can someone tell me why I don't really like socializing nowadays, especially with new people?
Is it just me being anti-social, or because I'm kinda tired meeting new people, chitchatchitchat casually, without really having any real connection with them?
It's bad enough that I think I have problems in hanging on or keeping in contact with my old friends, and now I'm tired of trying to make new ones too?
I guess there's a reason my parents told me I shouldn't be a PR person.
I loathe the fact that all my close friends are always apart from me. And even those people I thought were close to me, they keep drifting away from me.
I reaaally should stop being so melancholic, shouldn't I?
