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MERRY X'MAS y'all.
you say I only hear what I want to.
you say I talk so all the time so.
and I thought what I felt was simple,
and I thought that I don't belong,
and now that I am leaving,
now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.
you say I only hear what I want to.
I don't listen hard,
I don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
or to anyone,
anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only hearing negative.
So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up
and this woman was singing my song
the lover's in love, and the other's run away,
the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.
some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born.
you said that I was naive,and I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
but now I know that I was wrong,
'cause I missed you...
I've had a lot of bad experiences riding public transport ie buses and mrts/subways. I'm almost used to being packede like sardines while riding them in Beijing. I've sacrificed my feet and rubbed with other people's not-so-nice-smelling bodies and several other bad memories. But I have never ever ever wanted to poke someone's eyes and gauge them out until today's horrifying experience that I had in the MRT. Since today was two days before X'mas, as expected people are just.... everywhere. On the roads, shopping malls, and of course: MRTs. People push and push and push.. and the rain doesn't help. To make things worse,
Someone tried to dry hump me from the back.
I swear I'm not being paranoid. or racist.
I still shudder remembering his alcohol smelling breathe breathing down on me...and his hairy arms. OH EURGH.
Sounds too exagerrated? But nooo.. when you were the one experiencing it, you'll prolly be as freaked out as I was.
It was the worst 2-minute nightmare/MRT ride ever. Fortunately I didnt try and see his face, or else it'll be haunting me in my dreams.
Tried stepping on his foot a few times, but dont think it had any effect, he just grunted. I was this close to kicking his shin or something.
EWH EWH EWH.
Dear Santa,
I wrote you a letter
I wonder if you ever read it
I’ve only one wish that I ask you
It’s the same old thing
As every other year
With you I can’t say I’ve been perfect
I’m pretty sure I’ve got a regret or two
But Santa please don’t hold it against me
Because this time,
I’m counting on you
As a child I remember dreaming
Of all the beautiful things
that you can create
But I can have all the toys
in the world then
You see it won’t still mean a thing
Can you..
Bring me love
Ohh ohh Santa
Cause I’ve been patient
I’ve been waiting so long
Hoping,
Praying,
Just tell me that you’d hurry just this once
Can you..
Bring me, Bring me love
Tell me that the time has come
There is someone waiting for me too..
Went window shopping; and stopped by at Tanglin Mall.. Well, technically I purposely walked aaaaallll the way there from Orchard cause I was so bored out of my skull and I wanted to see the decor there. But omg, that place is hella crowded. I expected Orchard to be crowded; not Tanglin. Despite the drizzling rain, it was fun to see all those kids scrambling around in the foam giggling and jumping. I plan to come back on a weekday probably, to take more narcisstic pictures with less crowd.. =)
I was browsing through David Choi's Youtube when I read about HappySlip; which led me to hearing about this new artist called Josh Verdes.
He sounds kinda like Jack Johnson, or so a lot of people say. I'm not really a fan of JJ, but I think this song by this Josh Verdes guy called "Save Him" is amazing.
He has a CD out early Jan next year.. Check it out :)
First picture taken with people at work. May I present to you.. the CDU team, together with lovely CEM peeps (our floor mates) who serenaded us with Feliz Navidad! 
Yesh, ho ho ho! seasons greetings everybody.
ARRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i feel so stoopid.
我想有一个美好结果
为何最后总是来不及
相信有一天变成过去
现在分开无所谓
就当一首短短插曲
我不害怕
反正不会太差
有时候需要放下
才能看见向前的步伐
放手总带不走一些牵挂
一些忘不掉的牵挂
Because I miss you..
... I miss you
想你在心里种出一棵大树
要走的不能抓的住
我也很想告诉我自己
不能哭
I miss you...
有一天我不会在你掌心
~ I Miss You.
"True love is like ghosts, which everyone talks about and few have seen..." François, duc de La Rochefoucauld A quote I came across while browsing through Jodi Picoult's Second Glance. Somehow it makes me ponder.
First day of work was.... a bit confusing and a wee bit frustrating given the ever so slow and retarded desktop we have. Was supposed to go to corporate side but for now, I got attached to the commercial side temporarily. Hopefully I'll get the hang of things soon.
And... I didn't get a cubicle facing the river view :(
Tam is very berry sad cause today it has really dawned on her that she is not going to the South Africa trip (even though technically she was actually allowed to..)
*cries & curses*
